y i have a dream like tat ~~~

april 17 ~~ at midnite

suddenly i dream of someone

i dunno y i have dream like tat~~

the dream is like very real~~

when i wake ~~~ everything is over

i realise it just a dream ~~~

我在做什么 ???????

我在逃避什么 ???

WHY WHY !!!!

Doing things that i ard know it's over

IT's like being poke by a poison

THE Poison is so strong

CAusing the wound become bigger

Just can;t recover

i'ts over i'ts over

How ???? how ???? how ???

Th;re is no cure for my poison

Just bcoz it is too deep

I have to stop the poison by force !!!!!!!!!!!

Before it become deeper !!!!!!!!!!!

I'm VERY tired !! searching ways to cure !!!!!

=________=

so loney ~~~~

Still lonely still loney
昨晚又再见到你 你还是那么美丽
我紧张到话都不会说 就傻傻看着你
渴望永远这距离 就是和你在一起
醒来发现这一切都只是我的梦境
告诉自己要冷静 却又无法不想你
我的懦弱已经开始让我讨厌我自己
是你对我有戒心 还是我没有自信
可是谁也不能阻止我 我要暗恋你
So lonely
So here I am standing all alone
在某个街头 有个我在这里只为你等候
Here I am waiting just for you
开放我所有 希望你能了解你能够接受
So lonely
今晚渴望再见你 虽然只是在梦想
短暂的甜蜜也胜过了一辈子没有你
就算没快乐结局 就算从此死了心
我要付出我所有诚意 只要能感动你
我愿意
So lonely so here I am standing all alone
在某个街头 有个我在这里只为你等候
Here I am waiting just for you
开放我所有 我要为你怎么做你才接受我（才接受我）
我喜欢你（我喜欢你）我要你（我要你）
我爱你
So here I am standing all alone（standing all alone）
在某个街头 有个我在这里只为你等候
So here I am waiting just for you
开放我所有 希望你能了解你能够接受
Im lonely
故事就说到这里 就算你们再好奇
我想说的都已说完了 其余是秘密
在那某一个街头 会流传某个旋律
那是我在轻轻唱着歌 我多爱你

08 -03 -10

today saw 1 clips ...
i ravine bac the time i was small..
This year is the 19 years i m in kepong..
Not much change here ....
The only thing different is me....
I have grown up from a small boy .....

There is no worried n just leave day by day
when i was young ....
I miss those days when i was young...
playing hide and seek , chasing around ....
But today every things is different......
no longer playing hide and seek , chasing around ..
every one which use to play hide and seek wif me has grown up.. so do i...

Today i will face :-
problems , failure and others that does not exist when i was young
Today is ard 3rd months of 2010 ..... life would not have many ten years ....
I will appreciate things that i have ......

i hope happy day's will last forever ~~~

Sleep at 5 am swt...

I am using that concept lolz
focuses on continuous improvement....
but is also will face some challenges
i will face the pressure from lecturer.....
Name MR Alfred also known as yimchim lecturer .....


Sleep at 5 am is playing games.....
Reason is to release my pressure...
From 0.00 hour till 5.oo hour......
Dun feel really tired when still playing...
after switch off com .....
XD ... feel like jelly fish .......

THen wake up at 13.oo hours
have my breakfast lolx....


****my blog is for me to talk crab ~~~~
~~~ hehe~~ only i understand my own crab language~~~

tired ~~

Dunno (c) ...
some times is hard to communicate.....
hate it ..... not have a chance to understand.....
would like to see but cant......

i m tired of hiding myself.....
it have been so many years....
i have regret y i was like tat ......
till now i still understand y last time i was like tat........

I nid some one lead me....
it was once someone. give me strength....
but its over..... n the strength was gone...
i just cant find bac that kind strength...

i dun understand y i keep on doin same mistake
accumulate course work, lazy .......last minute work .......
i am a jerk ........
own find trouble.......

i nid the confidence bac ...
i nid it .....
how??????????
I nid to Change !!!!!!!
Must !!!!

feeling "busted '' -__-!!

-__-!! ------ >__< Assignment eeeeee...
busteeeeeed thypo....logo type....
lucky make correct decision... no go print ...
Tc lu so many things bo tell us....
Actually he is pro la !!!!
but teaching not so pro lu!!!!!
not also this lu...

marketing class start liao Aaaa....
The TC Rishi ARE Superb ~.~
cant believe it like an amplifier oo the voice ....
haih no idea .....zzzzz
at the same time his class also very funny ....
ahahaa !!!!
theory 1111 oo !! u are busteed liao....!!!!!

We get to 4, 5, 6
and yo your feeling buZzZteD
But its not time to quit
practice makes it perfect