i m annoying ``````
i m disgusting ````
i m stupid `````

how can i let things happen to me over n over again
brainless

rubbish ~~~ useless

i m no body ~~
wat the hell i m doin ~~~
so stupid ~~~~

nothing to say really stupid
no sense !@#!#!@#!#!#!#!$!$
u are done ~~~ thats it ~~~]
let it be and i will be useless like a rubbish or worse than

LOVE U ALWAYS

I'll watch the night turn light blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly
The silence isn't so bad
Till I look at my hands and feel sad
Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

Though I haven't slept in two days
ll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because when I think of you
I don't feel so alone

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again
And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I said I will not forget you

When i have problem doin assignment
I think of you and I dont feel so down
Lets me know that it's ok, yeah it's ok

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee

YOU MAKE SMILE =)
YOU MAKE FEEL NOT SO ALONE^_______^
YOU MAKE STRONG
LOVE U ~~~~~(L) (O) (V) (E)

y i have a dream like tat ~~~

april 17 ~~ at midnite

suddenly i dream of someone

i dunno y i have dream like tat~~

the dream is like very real~~

when i wake ~~~ everything is over

i realise it just a dream ~~~

我在做什么 ???????

我在逃避什么 ???

WHY WHY !!!!

Doing things that i ard know it's over

IT's like being poke by a poison

THE Poison is so strong

CAusing the wound become bigger

Just can;t recover

i'ts over i'ts over

How ???? how ???? how ???

Th;re is no cure for my poison

Just bcoz it is too deep

I have to stop the poison by force !!!!!!!!!!!

Before it become deeper !!!!!!!!!!!

I'm VERY tired !! searching ways to cure !!!!!

=________=

so loney ~~~~

Still lonely still loney
昨晚又再见到你 你还是那么美丽
我紧张到话都不会说 就傻傻看着你
渴望永远这距离 就是和你在一起
醒来发现这一切都只是我的梦境
告诉自己要冷静 却又无法不想你
我的懦弱已经开始让我讨厌我自己
是你对我有戒心 还是我没有自信
可是谁也不能阻止我 我要暗恋你
So lonely
So here I am standing all alone
在某个街头 有个我在这里只为你等候
Here I am waiting just for you
开放我所有 希望你能了解你能够接受
So lonely
今晚渴望再见你 虽然只是在梦想
短暂的甜蜜也胜过了一辈子没有你
就算没快乐结局 就算从此死了心
我要付出我所有诚意 只要能感动你
我愿意
So lonely so here I am standing all alone
在某个街头 有个我在这里只为你等候
Here I am waiting just for you
开放我所有 我要为你怎么做你才接受我（才接受我）
我喜欢你（我喜欢你）我要你（我要你）
我爱你
So here I am standing all alone（standing all alone）
在某个街头 有个我在这里只为你等候
So here I am waiting just for you
开放我所有 希望你能了解你能够接受
Im lonely
故事就说到这里 就算你们再好奇
我想说的都已说完了 其余是秘密
在那某一个街头 会流传某个旋律
那是我在轻轻唱着歌 我多爱你

08 -03 -10

today saw 1 clips ...
i ravine bac the time i was small..
This year is the 19 years i m in kepong..
Not much change here ....
The only thing different is me....
I have grown up from a small boy .....

There is no worried n just leave day by day
when i was young ....
I miss those days when i was young...
playing hide and seek , chasing around ....
But today every things is different......
no longer playing hide and seek , chasing around ..
every one which use to play hide and seek wif me has grown up.. so do i...

Today i will face :-
problems , failure and others that does not exist when i was young
Today is ard 3rd months of 2010 ..... life would not have many ten years ....
I will appreciate things that i have ......

i hope happy day's will last forever ~~~

Sleep at 5 am swt...

I am using that concept lolz
focuses on continuous improvement....
but is also will face some challenges
i will face the pressure from lecturer.....
Name MR Alfred also known as yimchim lecturer .....


Sleep at 5 am is playing games.....
Reason is to release my pressure...
From 0.00 hour till 5.oo hour......
Dun feel really tired when still playing...
after switch off com .....
XD ... feel like jelly fish .......

THen wake up at 13.oo hours
have my breakfast lolx....


****my blog is for me to talk crab ~~~~
~~~ hehe~~ only i understand my own crab language~~~

tired ~~

Dunno (c) ...
some times is hard to communicate.....
hate it ..... not have a chance to understand.....
would like to see but cant......

i m tired of hiding myself.....
it have been so many years....
i have regret y i was like tat ......
till now i still understand y last time i was like tat........

I nid some one lead me....
it was once someone. give me strength....
but its over..... n the strength was gone...
i just cant find bac that kind strength...

i dun understand y i keep on doin same mistake
accumulate course work, lazy .......last minute work .......
i am a jerk ........
own find trouble.......

i nid the confidence bac ...
i nid it .....
how??????????
I nid to Change !!!!!!!
Must !!!!

feeling "busted '' -__-!!

-__-!! ------ >__< Assignment eeeeee...
busteeeeeed thypo....logo type....
lucky make correct decision... no go print ...
Tc lu so many things bo tell us....
Actually he is pro la !!!!
but teaching not so pro lu!!!!!
not also this lu...

marketing class start liao Aaaa....
The TC Rishi ARE Superb ~.~
cant believe it like an amplifier oo the voice ....
haih no idea .....zzzzz
at the same time his class also very funny ....
ahahaa !!!!
theory 1111 oo !! u are busteed liao....!!!!!

We get to 4, 5, 6
and yo your feeling buZzZteD
But its not time to quit
practice makes it perfect

(^_^) >>><<< (>.<)!''

feel moody har ...
aiks u wont see me in msn or fb or other site for a while..
or maybe for weeks...
haha even i m also not sure...
wonder am i alright ?
yes i guess i am alright

Just being meaningless for all this while
Guess dump all the games ...
games / fb step a side ... hehe

guess wat this few's days my thought and feeling flying out somewhere
being silly for so long is time to settle down
somethings have to come to an ends


February 24th 2010
1 :35 pm
all things gonna bac to normal ....
^^

just want to see u smile ~~

If u feel i treat u cold....
sorry claire..
i understand u treat me just as a good frens '
i treat u the same way too...
when u say me treat u cold ,,,,
it was hurt ,,,,,
i have never treat u cold...
i have promise myself not to hurt u
i sick for u ..
but tat was the past ...
i just hope to see u ^^ ...
i have always treat u as good frens...
worthy ?

erm.. is worthy if can see u =) .
as long as u are =)
will not care of others
things..........

B ~ f ~F
David =)

when u say nothing at all

It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart
Without saying a word, you can light up the dark
Try as I may I could never explain
What I hear when you don't say a thing

The smile on your face lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me whenever I fall
You say it best.. when you say nothing at all

All day long I can hear people talking out loud
But when you hold me near, you drown out the crowd
Try as they may they can never define
What's been said between your heart and mine

The smile on your face lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me whenever I fall
You say it best.. when you say nothing at all

The smile on your face lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me whenever I fall
You say it best.. when you say nothing at all

9th of february

I know what to do ...
i realize something ...
Our relations will only be best friends...
I really had been so silly thinking all of that
Dun worry , from today start on my yours relations is friends
As a friend just want see u to be happy ...
Wish what happens last times will not happen to u any more ...
sincerely ....


~David ~
happy always
Claire

I promise !!!

I wanna know
Who ever told you I was letting go
Of the only joy that I have ever known
Girl, they were lying

Just look around
And all of the people that we used to know
Have just given up, they wanna let it go
But we're still trying

So you should know this love we share was never made to die
I'm glad we're on this one way street just you and I
Just you and I


I'm never gonna say goodbye
Cos I never wanna see you cry
I swore to you my love would remain
And I swear it all over again and I
I'm never gonna treat you bad
Cos I never wanna see you sad
I swore to share your joy and your pain
And I swear it all over again

All over again

Some people say
That everything has got its place in time
Even the day must give way to the night
But I'm not buying
Cos in your eyes
I see a love that burns eternally
And if you see how beautiful you are to me
You'll know I'm not lying

Sure there'll be times we wanna say goodbye
But even if we try
There are some things in this life won't be denied
Won't be denied


The more I know of you is the more I know I love you
And the more that I'm sure I want you forever and ever more
And the more that you love me, the more that I know
Oh that I'm never gonna let you go
Gotta let you know that I


I'm never gonna say goodbye

I'm never gonna say goodbye

Cos I never wanna see you cry

never wanna see you cry
I swore to you my love would remain
And I swear it all over again and I

swear it all over again and I

I'm never gonna treat you bad

never gonna treat you bad

Cos I never wanna see you sad

never wanna see you sad

I swore to share your joy and your pain

oh no, oh no

And I swear it all over again

All over again
All over again
And I swear it all over again

sunday ~~~

1st post on 2010
20l0 19 years old liao
so fast hor

sunday 10th jan 2o10,,,,
sunny day

tODAY SLEEP TILL 12 PM
WAO UNEXPECTED >>>ZZzzz
then have lunch ...skipped breakfast ....
aftr that dad see old muv cant use com
sienzz ....... wait 1 and a half hour's
after that use com little while then sleep
frm 5 pm to 7 ......wats sleep again !!!!!
coz so sienz bo things do lo....

today yeah ..
finally my mission complete
help my fren chase gal ...
hehe
phew ... finally can resign ....
coz mission done ...

thursday bac to college wuhooo...