tired ~~

Dunno (c) ...
some times is hard to communicate.....
hate it ..... not have a chance to understand.....
would like to see but cant......

i m tired of hiding myself.....
it have been so many years....
i have regret y i was like tat ......
till now i still understand y last time i was like tat........

I nid some one lead me....
it was once someone. give me strength....
but its over..... n the strength was gone...
i just cant find bac that kind strength...

i dun understand y i keep on doin same mistake
accumulate course work, lazy .......last minute work .......
i am a jerk ........
own find trouble.......

i nid the confidence bac ...
i nid it .....
how??????????
I nid to Change !!!!!!!
Must !!!!